So there are some people out there (I suspect one person) who are actively trying to ruin my reputation because they think I'm an ABDL. Well, the truth of the matter is that they're absolutely right. I happen to be an adult baby/diaper lover. If you don't know what that is, basically it means that I have a sexual fetish wherein I enjoy wearing (and yes, using) diapers, dressing up, and acting like a baby. Though in actuality, I'm more of a daddy type most of the time because I enjoy making people happy and taking care of little ones.
There might be people who have a problem with this. Well... okay. I honestly don't mind if you're upset or confused by this, or if you don't understand it. Heck, I don't blame you. It's quite a thing to find out about a guy that he likes to wear diapers for fun, and it's a weird thing. I can think of other, weirder things, though. Vore comes to mind. Honestly, the idea of someone eating their best friends is pretty unsettling to me. But then, some might find the idea of adults wearing diapers and acting like babies to be pretty unsettling.
But honestly, I am at a loss as to why some people would deliberately go out of their way to harrass people like me. I mean, I don't go out of my way to harass them unless they're attacking my friends or something like that. And yet, a part of my personality I can't help is attacked by a complete stranger.
Does this seem fair to anyone?
Can any good person look at this situation and say, "This is cool." Or even, "I see nothing wrong with this."?
At one point in my life I was like that. For instance, if someone was homosexual I would hope that bad things would happen to them, because as far as I was concerned, gays were sub-human and immoral. Unnatural. And now, I am friends with a pansexual and have learned so much about them, and now I can see them as what they are: people.
People that are mostly good, even if they don't conform to what a lot of people perceive as "normal". Even if they have kinks and fetishes.
And honestly, who's worse: someone who has a kink that they decide to practice in private (or in my case in a place where people accept it) so they don't bother "normal" people about it, or someone who looks for flaws in people in order to publicly shame them?
Personally, I think the latter. I mean, I wouldn't even be making this journal if it weren't for him. He didn't really cause any damage, but I figured I'd make a firebreak, seeing as how his only weapon is the fact that up till this point I kept my fetish art secret.
At this point, I actually don't even mind showing my art, because I draw it more "cute" than anything else. I try to make the art I draw as adorable as I can, because that's what I like to see. None of it's explicitly sexual, none of it is pedophilia. It's just adorable characters in adorable situations.
So... I guess if that's what he wants you to see, then more power to him.
In any case, if you want a link then I'm sure he'll provide you one in the comments below. I promise, I won't post my artwork here on dA because I know there will be people who don't like that sort of thing and don't want to see it. Besides, it would muddy the focus of my already out-of-focus portfolio.
And if this offends you somehow, then please be courteous in your comments.